Is this how anyone else feels? Boy, I sure do. Maybe I should invest in a gun…=)

I have not blogged for a long time about my ongoing weight loss challenge. Because there has been nothing to report. I decided quite a while back that I was going to take a break from my running because I wanted to concentrate on something that was going to be better about burning fat which is what I wanted. The running didn’t seem to be cutting it. So I quit running with every intention to start a new “program”. Well, long story short, I didn’t stick with the new “program” and I ended up not doing anything! Then, a friend let me borrow an aerobics video that really helped her get back into shape after having her baby. So I tried it. It really was a really good video…but it was hard! Like an hour of hard. So I did that a few times, but it’s really hard to work up the motivation to spend an hour of really hard. That and it’s hard for me to even find an hour. So I stopped doing that. So now here I am, not doing anything except watching what I eat…(I really enjoyed watching myself eat all those chocolate peanut butter bars I made this week!)

A couple weeks ago I decided to join weight watchers. I’ve heard good things about it. I’m doing the online version of it so I don’t have to go to meetings and weigh myself in front of bunches of people, so that makes me happy. I did it for like a week and then I stopped because of the busy-ness of the wedding stuff. But I’m just now restarting it. Hopefully it will help me. I also decided to start my running program over again. I really did like running. And the nice thing about it is that I can go out and do it and then it’s over. I also just discovered that we still have a valid membership to cascade athletic club. (Josh’s company does the website for them and in exchange we get a free membership there…but I thought it had ended.) So I am thinking about joining some of their classes. I just can’t decide between the weight lifting class or the ab class…hmm. I probably will go for the weight lifting class. I like to lift weights. Anyway…we’ll see what happens.